Last year I have a friend borrowed some money – I had some savings so it was no problem for me. We decided that he will give me the money back through an installment-plan. He wasn´t really consistent to give me the money back. Now I need the money because I went now into a Self-Employment as Massage-Practitioner and I have to spend some money for promotion and stuff like that.
Slowly but surely through time I experienced anger about him because – and that is an excuse from my side for not wanting to take Self-Responsibility – his ignorance, only looking on himself and give a fuck on the rest.
I realize that to be angry will nothing change further I can not be angry on him or anything else on the outer world – in fact I am angry on me because I experience the anger. I play out anger because of feeling strong and believing that I have power by doing so. But what is really going on is that behind this reaction of anger is fear – fear of not having the money to pay my bills – it is a fear of survival – fear of losing something – the fear of death. So through Re-acting in Anger I wanted just hide the real reason.
We have learned in our childhood that fear is weakness and as polarity anger as power. This has created some patterns in oneself that is running in oneself as a timeloop, means, if you experience a similar situation this pattern-designs will come up again and let oneself beLIEve that this is the write way to act but in fact it isn´t an action – it is a Re-action which means that one became influenced, manipulated and enslaved through a mind-pattern-design.
Another point of Realization is that Anger, Fear, Stress, Doubt, Love, Disappointment, …… and so on, Ideas, Believes, commonly all thoughts – all these are things what do not really exist equally in this Reality – they exist only in the mind as the self-beLIEved definition of oneself. Of course as an individual/EGO one feel it but this is not the proof that it really exist. The Reality itself is visible for everyone equally and you can´t hide anything. The mind is so called ones secret world. And exact this secret-world/illusion/deception is the separation of Life itself.
Some believe that Money is the evil here on Erath but in fact not money is it – all human beings who participate in it and how human beings handle money is the real evil. That is the reason why I share here my experiences and Self-Realizations.
Each one of us is Self-Responsible for the current state of money and thus for the current situation of this world where we allow war, starvation, poverty, child-prostitution …. Exactly through this Re-action what I experienced starts the war – the inner war which one – if he don´t understand the the nature of Life and without questioning himself – starts to project this inner war to the outside – and the nightmare is perfect.
This all happens through each one acceptance and allowance – we have to stop ourselves through standing up and saying no to any kind of abuse or re-actions. We have to stop our Ego/Self-Interested which has separated ourselves from Life so far far away that nobody Realize the way how and why things happen.
We are a group of people – which grow day by day well – who works together and design a new Money-System for the entire world called EqualMoney. The Equal Money System supports every single human being equally. Further within the Equal Money System is no longer abuse in any way what so ever allowed and accepted.
It is based on the principle of Oneness & Equality – what is best for all. Which is obviously the inherent nature of Life.
Join us – Do no longer allow abuse and get your Life back as who you really are.
